although not "self loathing" myself. If that is your perception of people in this forum and those into this fetish, I believe how you perceive the room is your perogative.(just speaking for myself) 
 
  your input has been very valuable in here and contributions as well. 
and I understand you have to do what is best for yourself. So i wish you the best and wish you are successful in your quest in life and your objectives. 
 
 take care and good luck. 
 
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